9.10am on a Wednesday morning.

My hair is still wet from a nice shower and the clock is ticking. I have class soon.

I've been INCREDIBLY busy with work lately, I sleep around four or five am everyday. My sister and other non-design students don't understand that design isn't as easy as they think. You have to research ideas, plan and structure them, sort out time and costs, create development work, design and make it, and finally touching up.

Last night was the only night I was able to actually get some sleep. I slept for almost 12 hours last night, after watching some Sex and the City dvds and laughing my ass off.

Also, competition is getting higher, and I'm feeling more wary and anxious as my four close girlfriends produce high-standard work. Friendly rivalry is healthy, but sometimes it gets to you too. I don't think I'm left behind, but I'm just very nervous. I want ALL OF US to make it there together.

I'd switch off any music or tv and concentrate, I can't afford any distractions at the moment, and I haven't seen the new guy for ages either. I haven't even called my ex for ages too. I can't deal with any emotional drama or extra baggage right now. I feel tired and worn out.

My only time of luxury, Saturday nights with friends.

So yeah people, if I haven't called, messaged, or talked to you online, this is why. I'll be out and about soon enough.